Sunday, December 5, 2010
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
woahhh !
okay so it's been a very long while since i have blogged, i have a lot to talk about!
first off, i am in band again. not sure if i mentioned that or not? quitting was the stupidest thing i have ever done, and ive done some pretty stupid things. ive met a bunch of new people who i love, they are amazing. the two people i look up to is now up to four. i am not mentioning who, though, you can figure that out on your own. i got 4th chair. i'm happy about it, but i know i can do better, so challenges, here i come! marching band was a blastttttttt. i'm so sad i missed the first like month. and band camp. i'm never going to have a freshman band camp experience... or a big sister for that matter. that's depressing. oh well. better late then never. okokok enough of being a band nerd for one post, eh?
rising stars (skating competition) was this weekend. first in both my programs!!! whoooooo! second in manuever team, don't get me started, we SOOOOOO should've gotten first. but i'm a lot better than i thought i was! i love skating. i started my axel. it's so frustrating, but i know when i get it, it'll make it that much better. OHOHOH! I GOT MY SHOOT THE DUCK! i passed it a couple weeks ago, FINALLY. only took me like 5 months. i started a layback spin, which is like, the hardest spin in the world. oh, and i'm testing on friday. pre-juv moves and a free skate test. i forget what level.
i've been really really into art lately. i dont know why, i've just been drawinglike mad. my school planner is covered in flowers and stars and all sorts of little drawings. i've been getting into a lot of things lately, actually. it was set in stone that i would go into fashion in college, but now i'm not so sure. i love web design, and art, and acting, and dance, and skating, and writing. i just don't know what i want to do with my life anymore. i could go into fashion like ive been planning since i was six, or go into web design and make money doing something that comes so incredibly easy for me, or i could pursue acting, which has been a passion of mine since practically before i could walk. or i could coach skating, since i love skating so much, or open my own dance studio. or i could be an author! i love to write, i love literature in general. high school has seriously opened up so many doors for me, i just can't pick. although, i have until like end of junior year o figure that out.
what else? OH! i started writing a novel, which i'll probably never finish since i have no time, but still. i have a paragraph (i started it last night) im not sure what i think of it so far.
i missed the start of drama club. there goes that. but thats okay, i dont think that really matters until jcp and scp comes around. i'm determined to get a part in both. but that's not until junior year, too!
i got new books, finally. i havent had a decent book to read in months. i cant decide which one to read, though. i bought four that looked really good. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, Silent to the Bone, Invisible Man, and My Sister's Keeper. BUT WHICH SHOULD I READ!? ahhh! probably either invisible man or my sister's keeper. ah idk, or maybe a tree grows in brooklyn. or silent to the bone. i swear, i am the most indesicive person you will ever meet. no question. if you don't believe me, ask chris or sarah (skating coaches) they will agree.
my birthday party is on the 24th! i'm so excited. it's at the ice rink. i invited 19 people. i was allowed to invite 20, and i was going to, but i chickened out on inviting the 20th person (long story, don't get me started.) Let's see if i can remember everyone i invited.... elli, courtney, jocelyn, lizzy, tess, sara, amanda, laura, julia, annie, kari, rainy, morgan, devin, abby, haley, mandy, ok im blanking on the last two. hold up. oh! hallie and uhhh... oh wow this is bad. i invited kelsey today, but that's because laura can't come hmm. uhmmm.. ok i checked my list and i listed everyone. maybe my conting is off. whatever. im excited. very excited. itll be so much fun.
i think that's everything important ?
check it later.
first off, i am in band again. not sure if i mentioned that or not? quitting was the stupidest thing i have ever done, and ive done some pretty stupid things. ive met a bunch of new people who i love, they are amazing. the two people i look up to is now up to four. i am not mentioning who, though, you can figure that out on your own. i got 4th chair. i'm happy about it, but i know i can do better, so challenges, here i come! marching band was a blastttttttt. i'm so sad i missed the first like month. and band camp. i'm never going to have a freshman band camp experience... or a big sister for that matter. that's depressing. oh well. better late then never. okokok enough of being a band nerd for one post, eh?
rising stars (skating competition) was this weekend. first in both my programs!!! whoooooo! second in manuever team, don't get me started, we SOOOOOO should've gotten first. but i'm a lot better than i thought i was! i love skating. i started my axel. it's so frustrating, but i know when i get it, it'll make it that much better. OHOHOH! I GOT MY SHOOT THE DUCK! i passed it a couple weeks ago, FINALLY. only took me like 5 months. i started a layback spin, which is like, the hardest spin in the world. oh, and i'm testing on friday. pre-juv moves and a free skate test. i forget what level.
i've been really really into art lately. i dont know why, i've just been drawinglike mad. my school planner is covered in flowers and stars and all sorts of little drawings. i've been getting into a lot of things lately, actually. it was set in stone that i would go into fashion in college, but now i'm not so sure. i love web design, and art, and acting, and dance, and skating, and writing. i just don't know what i want to do with my life anymore. i could go into fashion like ive been planning since i was six, or go into web design and make money doing something that comes so incredibly easy for me, or i could pursue acting, which has been a passion of mine since practically before i could walk. or i could coach skating, since i love skating so much, or open my own dance studio. or i could be an author! i love to write, i love literature in general. high school has seriously opened up so many doors for me, i just can't pick. although, i have until like end of junior year o figure that out.
what else? OH! i started writing a novel, which i'll probably never finish since i have no time, but still. i have a paragraph (i started it last night) im not sure what i think of it so far.
i missed the start of drama club. there goes that. but thats okay, i dont think that really matters until jcp and scp comes around. i'm determined to get a part in both. but that's not until junior year, too!
i got new books, finally. i havent had a decent book to read in months. i cant decide which one to read, though. i bought four that looked really good. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, Silent to the Bone, Invisible Man, and My Sister's Keeper. BUT WHICH SHOULD I READ!? ahhh! probably either invisible man or my sister's keeper. ah idk, or maybe a tree grows in brooklyn. or silent to the bone. i swear, i am the most indesicive person you will ever meet. no question. if you don't believe me, ask chris or sarah (skating coaches) they will agree.
my birthday party is on the 24th! i'm so excited. it's at the ice rink. i invited 19 people. i was allowed to invite 20, and i was going to, but i chickened out on inviting the 20th person (long story, don't get me started.) Let's see if i can remember everyone i invited.... elli, courtney, jocelyn, lizzy, tess, sara, amanda, laura, julia, annie, kari, rainy, morgan, devin, abby, haley, mandy, ok im blanking on the last two. hold up. oh! hallie and uhhh... oh wow this is bad. i invited kelsey today, but that's because laura can't come hmm. uhmmm.. ok i checked my list and i listed everyone. maybe my conting is off. whatever. im excited. very excited. itll be so much fun.
i think that's everything important ?
check it later.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
im still alive, dont worry.
wow i have been seriously neglecting this thing.
a lot has happened, i guess. i finally landed my lutz, again, but who knows how long that'll last. i had two lessons with chris :]]]] i can't deny it, he's gooooood. but i still love sarah. she's still my coach. MY MOMMY GOT ME A NEW DRESS!!! ahhh! i'm so excited! its so freakin cute!! it's bright pink and orange! ahhhh omgsh i love it! I ordered my competition dresses online, too! they're both really cute, i love them!!!!!! im soooo excited to get them!!! :D :D :D i started my compulsary (program w/ no music) and idk what to think about it. i really hate the fact that it can only take up half of the rink. that really bothers me. i feel like i have no room to do anything. but hey, i didn't like my program at first, either, so maybe i'll grow to love it.
alright, im rambling about skating again. back to reality. homecoming is today. i dont feel like going, but i know ill have fun when i do. yesterday was the homecoming game, and the first on i marched. my god. i screwed up sooo soooo sooooo soooo soooo soo soooooo BADLY. i was in the wrong spot for the first half, and then i got in the wrong spot again, and they had to like stop and put me in the right place. my god. i wanted to cry. i screwed up so effing bad. ughhhhh. and it's important i make a good impression on these people, because its hard for me to make friends in band and i feel like im annoying them all by coming late. but before that, i had a reallllllyyyy fun time (we marched at the end of the game) so i guess it's okay. haha morgan and haley are apparently going to make me talk at skating. haha that was funny. haley is hilarious. we were like slap happy the entire time. oh wow. brittany is now my bitch! HAHAHAHA "it's a flute, dumbass!" oh man i love her. and me and mandy are going to be the next american idols! oh wow. i love those girls.
alright, hmm what now? i think i covered everything? OH WAIT. i hate mr. richards. she is evil. im failing her class i can garuntee you.
now im done.
check it later.
a lot has happened, i guess. i finally landed my lutz, again, but who knows how long that'll last. i had two lessons with chris :]]]] i can't deny it, he's gooooood. but i still love sarah. she's still my coach. MY MOMMY GOT ME A NEW DRESS!!! ahhh! i'm so excited! its so freakin cute!! it's bright pink and orange! ahhhh omgsh i love it! I ordered my competition dresses online, too! they're both really cute, i love them!!!!!! im soooo excited to get them!!! :D :D :D i started my compulsary (program w/ no music) and idk what to think about it. i really hate the fact that it can only take up half of the rink. that really bothers me. i feel like i have no room to do anything. but hey, i didn't like my program at first, either, so maybe i'll grow to love it.
alright, im rambling about skating again. back to reality. homecoming is today. i dont feel like going, but i know ill have fun when i do. yesterday was the homecoming game, and the first on i marched. my god. i screwed up sooo soooo sooooo soooo soooo soo soooooo BADLY. i was in the wrong spot for the first half, and then i got in the wrong spot again, and they had to like stop and put me in the right place. my god. i wanted to cry. i screwed up so effing bad. ughhhhh. and it's important i make a good impression on these people, because its hard for me to make friends in band and i feel like im annoying them all by coming late. but before that, i had a reallllllyyyy fun time (we marched at the end of the game) so i guess it's okay. haha morgan and haley are apparently going to make me talk at skating. haha that was funny. haley is hilarious. we were like slap happy the entire time. oh wow. brittany is now my bitch! HAHAHAHA "it's a flute, dumbass!" oh man i love her. and me and mandy are going to be the next american idols! oh wow. i love those girls.
alright, hmm what now? i think i covered everything? OH WAIT. i hate mr. richards. she is evil. im failing her class i can garuntee you.
now im done.
check it later.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
normality sets back in.
so i went skating yeserday. i was okay but during the third session, something just clicked, and all of a sudden i was nailing everything, and had so much energy that it seemed like the session was over much faster. now, idk if it's the tylenol i took beforehand, but whatever it was, i can now skate again! :D :D :D this makes me very happy, espacially since i have a lesson with chris, who was my coach for like 7 or 8 years before i stopped, on friday! yessss !
subject change. boysssss! i still kindasorta like the guy i said ive liked for 3 1/2 years, but ive moved on to better boys! (ones that actually notice me, btw.) i think i may actually have a chance with this one :]]]]
subject change. boysssss! i still kindasorta like the guy i said ive liked for 3 1/2 years, but ive moved on to better boys! (ones that actually notice me, btw.) i think i may actually have a chance with this one :]]]]
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
ouch.
i rammed myself into the wall during skating. completely accidental, i swear. i'm not that moronic. needless to say, im really really sore, but i had so much fun tonight it was worth it. sarah added arms to my program, so now all i have to do is get it down, and then itll look good because ill be able to get into it more. my first competition will be on november 9, 10, or 11th, but idk exactly yet. apparently im doing another program, too, but without music. i really dont want to. i just want to focus on one. ahh. oh well, that's okay. ill deal with it.
ok check it later, homework time.
ok check it later, homework time.
hello again!
not much time to write now. ihave skating :]]]]]]]] i love skating. im in band again. oh man, do i suck. i have not touched my flute all summer, and now im playing all these songs ahhahaha. good thing you cant hear me :P anyway, skating. i re-did pretty much my entire routind. well, sarah did, but whatever. its easier, and i love it. i CAN NOT WAIT until the 22nd so i can get my club jacket. i'll be living in that thing, i swear. i love skating!
hm, nothing else new besides band. OH! im going to homecoming with elli. i got a dress, it's silver. alright, i have the hiccups, homework, and im hungry. soo....
check it later.
hm, nothing else new besides band. OH! im going to homecoming with elli. i got a dress, it's silver. alright, i have the hiccups, homework, and im hungry. soo....
check it later.
Monday, September 3, 2007
lazy day afternoon.
lizzy didn't end up coming over. whatever. don't get me started. so i'm callig elli as we speak. nevermind. voicemail. whatever. maybe lizzy will call me soon. but she really doesn't have that much time, it's a school night. whatever.
so i talked to my crush today (there's no way in hell i'm posting it for the whole world to see) the conversations are slowly becoming easier. with only a few pauses (including me freaking out over what to say) i'm DETERMINED to get him to ask me to homecoming. as soon as we get close enough, i'm going to flirt my butt off. ahhh whatever.
i don't feel like blogging.
check it later.
so i talked to my crush today (there's no way in hell i'm posting it for the whole world to see) the conversations are slowly becoming easier. with only a few pauses (including me freaking out over what to say) i'm DETERMINED to get him to ask me to homecoming. as soon as we get close enough, i'm going to flirt my butt off. ahhh whatever.
i don't feel like blogging.
check it later.
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