woahhh !

okay so it's been a very long while since i have blogged, i have a lot to talk about!

first off, i am in band again. not sure if i mentioned that or not? quitting was the stupidest thing i have ever done, and ive done some pretty stupid things. ive met a bunch of new people who i love, they are amazing. the two people i look up to is now up to four. i am not mentioning who, though, you can figure that out on your own. i got 4th chair. i'm happy about it, but i know i can do better, so challenges, here i come! marching band was a blastttttttt. i'm so sad i missed the first like month. and band camp. i'm never going to have a freshman band camp experience... or a big sister for that matter. that's depressing. oh well. better late then never. okokok enough of being a band nerd for one post, eh?

rising stars (skating competition) was this weekend. first in both my programs!!! whoooooo! second in manuever team, don't get me started, we SOOOOOO should've gotten first. but i'm a lot better than i thought i was! i love skating. i started my axel. it's so frustrating, but i know when i get it, it'll make it that much better. OHOHOH! I GOT MY SHOOT THE DUCK! i passed it a couple weeks ago, FINALLY. only took me like 5 months. i started a layback spin, which is like, the hardest spin in the world. oh, and i'm testing on friday. pre-juv moves and a free skate test. i forget what level.

i've been really really into art lately. i dont know why, i've just been drawinglike mad. my school planner is covered in flowers and stars and all sorts of little drawings. i've been getting into a lot of things lately, actually. it was set in stone that i would go into fashion in college, but now i'm not so sure. i love web design, and art, and acting, and dance, and skating, and writing. i just don't know what i want to do with my life anymore. i could go into fashion like ive been planning since i was six, or go into web design and make money doing something that comes so incredibly easy for me, or i could pursue acting, which has been a passion of mine since practically before i could walk. or i could coach skating, since i love skating so much, or open my own dance studio. or i could be an author! i love to write, i love literature in general. high school has seriously opened up so many doors for me, i just can't pick. although, i have until like end of junior year o figure that out.

what else? OH! i started writing a novel, which i'll probably never finish since i have no time, but still. i have a paragraph (i started it last night) im not sure what i think of it so far.

i missed the start of drama club. there goes that. but thats okay, i dont think that really matters until jcp and scp comes around. i'm determined to get a part in both. but that's not until junior year, too!

i got new books, finally. i havent had a decent book to read in months. i cant decide which one to read, though. i bought four that looked really good. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, Silent to the Bone, Invisible Man, and My Sister's Keeper. BUT WHICH SHOULD I READ!? ahhh! probably either invisible man or my sister's keeper. ah idk, or maybe a tree grows in brooklyn. or silent to the bone. i swear, i am the most indesicive person you will ever meet. no question. if you don't believe me, ask chris or sarah (skating coaches) they will agree.

my birthday party is on the 24th! i'm so excited. it's at the ice rink. i invited 19 people. i was allowed to invite 20, and i was going to, but i chickened out on inviting the 20th person (long story, don't get me started.) Let's see if i can remember everyone i invited.... elli, courtney, jocelyn, lizzy, tess, sara, amanda, laura, julia, annie, kari, rainy, morgan, devin, abby, haley, mandy, ok im blanking on the last two. hold up. oh! hallie and uhhh... oh wow this is bad. i invited kelsey today, but that's because laura can't come hmm. uhmmm.. ok i checked my list and i listed everyone. maybe my conting is off. whatever. im excited. very excited. itll be so much fun.

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