whirlwind.

wow. let me start off with skating safety town, since that's all i've been talking about. it was not what i expected, although, i'm not quite sure what i expected, exactly. as soon as i go there i felt overdressed. oh mannn. and i wasn't even dressed up or anything. jeans and abercrombie. plus a necklace. but wow. everyone else was in shorts and t-shirts, hair in ponytails. mine was all done and down. we pretty much just went over rules and things. safety stuff. idk, i thought there would be like demonstrations or something. but whatever. they talked about being nice to new members and i remember thinking "LIKE ME!" because i still feel pretty out of place there. i have two friends there, one of which is in 7th grade, and she's awesome, but she seems to complain a lot. the other one is awesome though. i just would like to be friends with everyone, but i'm way too quiet for that. i don't talk to anyone but sarah-- my friend--, and jennifer-- my other friend, the 7th grader. i barely even talk to my coach, sarah. although, i have been talking to her more lately. ahhh idk. it's just really important to me to make a good impression on these people. especially sarah (my coach) what she thinks of me is extremely important to me, which is why it drives me NUTS, i mean absolutely NUTS, that i just can't get myself to talk to her. like seriously all i do is nodd, shake my head or "yes," "no," "i don't know" type of responses. but no matter how much i want to talk, the words just never come out of my mouth. i swear, i can't hold a conversation with anyone that i haven't known for a year. well. except sarah, my friend. i swear there's like five sarah's in the skating club! let's see.... sarah, age 11. sarah, myfriend. sarah, my coach. sarah, coldplay routine... i think that's it.. haha wow. four, i was close! alright, i'm ranting, on to different subjects.

hmm, right now there's nothing. OH YEAH! tonight i got an email from a hosting company offering me a domain name, and i replied and everything, and then i was like "OH CRAP!" it was probably a phishing scam. so i went into full crisis mode, but it turns out it was the company after all, and hopefully i'll have a domain for HS soon!! i'm hoping for hayden-source.com. FINGERS CROSSED!! :D:D

alright, i'm done for now.
check it later.